I got nothing left inside of my chest, but its all alright

So it has been a long time since i've written on here. Its about time so lots of new things have happened in the last couple months It has been one of the hardest months of my life and yet a very good month for some necessary growing...first the good things. Kimberly is still amazing and always will be and i love her more than ever! I'm feeling at peace with everything a lot more than i have been recently and i have a job that pays well. So those are the good things going on right now and some of the bad are we have had to push the wedding back due to some circumstances and we wont be able to move the date of the cruise...So we either lost 1300 dollars or i have to go with my mom or dad or Kim goes with somebody we are still working on that, hopefully we figure something out. Kim is up in Boise for summer break and im glad she is with her family and has them to be with her during her trials...But i miss her a lot when she leaves we had a good weekend when she came down on Saturday she always helps me see the bright side and feel better about our trials and tests in life. I am so lucky to have her!!! So the new date for the wedding has been officially decided and its going to be August 11th. You would think with still having 3 months we could take a break and relax but no we are still busier than ever with plans and with all the changes that need to be made. So anyway just kind of jumping around but work has been a blessing albiet a very difficult blessing. Its one of the hardest jobs that i have ever had but it is rewarding in a way, and it is a blessing to be making money for our future. It feels like sometimes you can never quite make enough though. But i am grateful for the gospel and tithing cause i know its the only thing keeping me afloat! and just to prove that i bought Kim a birthday present i got her some snorkeling/scuba diving gear so hopefully she likes it. She didn't like the price though i can tell you that. But i figure Kim never likes to spend money so thats okay. Its going to be a long 3 months before the wedding and im not looking forward to it. But it is worth it to be sealed and have eternity with Kimberly. So anyway thats the update on my life, still miss AZ and Jbag but not much i can do about that, so life goes on!